Reality
A turbulent sem ended in horrific results
Although the overall is quite alrite, my sem 2 results still sux... So yeah... the consolation isn't very great... considering i hardly studied so blerdy hard for my exams, this was 1 very hard knock i took...
Well dun worry i'm not crying over this... I'm juz glad that at least, the grand finale of sem 2 is over... Anyway there r 6 more sems to look forward to... there's sth about me which will never change... I'll always see a basket full of As in my mind... even after re-entering reality after a sucky exam... I guess that's optimism for me... maybe not this time... but it'll happen the next time... maybe not next time too... but it'll happen the next next time... and so on and so forth...
I still remember the day in j1 when i went back to attend my sec sch's speech day... I was still dreaming that I was the one standing on the podium giving the valedictorian speech when my friend was doing so... not that i'm jealous of her... but it was juz a dream of mine that never came true... I simply ran out of tomorrows... But many years hence, i realised that it is sufficient to dare to dream... Just like how i was pissed off with my frenz from gold units who got to march at ndp and npdp and complained so much while i wanted so badly to do exactly that but never got the chance... Since i'm no longer a cadet, that dream is no longer possible too... But i'm glad that i found courage to at least... dream
So wad am i dreaming of now? Better results? yup of coz... but more importantly, a uni life which isn't spent in vain... Maybe i need to have greater faith... I dun need to have a gazillion tonnes of faith... I juz need faith as big as a mulberry seed to walk on...
The road ahead may be blinding but if i stop walking now, i'll be blinded forever...
Although the overall is quite alrite, my sem 2 results still sux... So yeah... the consolation isn't very great... considering i hardly studied so blerdy hard for my exams, this was 1 very hard knock i took...
Well dun worry i'm not crying over this... I'm juz glad that at least, the grand finale of sem 2 is over... Anyway there r 6 more sems to look forward to... there's sth about me which will never change... I'll always see a basket full of As in my mind... even after re-entering reality after a sucky exam... I guess that's optimism for me... maybe not this time... but it'll happen the next time... maybe not next time too... but it'll happen the next next time... and so on and so forth...
I still remember the day in j1 when i went back to attend my sec sch's speech day... I was still dreaming that I was the one standing on the podium giving the valedictorian speech when my friend was doing so... not that i'm jealous of her... but it was juz a dream of mine that never came true... I simply ran out of tomorrows... But many years hence, i realised that it is sufficient to dare to dream... Just like how i was pissed off with my frenz from gold units who got to march at ndp and npdp and complained so much while i wanted so badly to do exactly that but never got the chance... Since i'm no longer a cadet, that dream is no longer possible too... But i'm glad that i found courage to at least... dream
So wad am i dreaming of now? Better results? yup of coz... but more importantly, a uni life which isn't spent in vain... Maybe i need to have greater faith... I dun need to have a gazillion tonnes of faith... I juz need faith as big as a mulberry seed to walk on...
The road ahead may be blinding but if i stop walking now, i'll be blinded forever...
