Clouds Above
The forecast certainly doesn't look too good from where i'm standing right now...
for one, i'm down with flu...
maybe it's the influence of the damn virus... or maybe it's juz another of those days...
those days when one juz feels so abandoned...
i feel very disconnected from my friends... even my best of friends... and that's a really sad thing...
i feel my strength drained from me... still bulldozing the mountain that's towering over me... and i'm beginning to suspect that it's consuming every inch of me... if i can ever get to the other side of the mountain, i'll be so proud of myself...
i feel that... sth i hope, wish and dream of will never ever materialise... like a ghostly mirage that's never meant to be, this bubble of mine juz seems so likely to burst... time to summon the strong will out of me again...
even sleep isn't a source of comfort... the flu is giving me sleepless nights... it juz seemed like i never slept at all...
to quote jerry maguire, 'we live in a cynical, cynical world...'
yes indeed... but it's a world i live in afterall... and i guess i juz gotta learn its ways...
for one, i'm down with flu...
maybe it's the influence of the damn virus... or maybe it's juz another of those days...
those days when one juz feels so abandoned...
i feel very disconnected from my friends... even my best of friends... and that's a really sad thing...
i feel my strength drained from me... still bulldozing the mountain that's towering over me... and i'm beginning to suspect that it's consuming every inch of me... if i can ever get to the other side of the mountain, i'll be so proud of myself...
i feel that... sth i hope, wish and dream of will never ever materialise... like a ghostly mirage that's never meant to be, this bubble of mine juz seems so likely to burst... time to summon the strong will out of me again...
even sleep isn't a source of comfort... the flu is giving me sleepless nights... it juz seemed like i never slept at all...
to quote jerry maguire, 'we live in a cynical, cynical world...'
yes indeed... but it's a world i live in afterall... and i guess i juz gotta learn its ways...
